Over the last few months, I've really been focusing on me. If you have read my earlier posts, you will see that I had gone through what seemed like a thriller movie, which still gives me night terrors and the inability to sleep through the night. I also posted about being more than one thing, [...]
Featured image by Joshua Newton on Unsplash Yesterday I started something new on my instagram (@riverfallonart), I started doing daily card readings for the world and humanity as a whole. The readings are to help give us as people, the guidance we need and provide a little bit of knowledge on moving forward with a [...]
Last night while taking my stroll home after work, I saw it again. A beautiful young girl walking out of a store, getting stared at by some grubby young guy in a way that I can only describe as a look from someone who should be on the sex offenders list. All too often I [...]
For someone who could barely leave the house, I found a safe space in Chez Mado. And Mado is in fact The Queen of Hearts, because she stole mine.
It got to the point where, growing up, when people or teachers asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up, I felt ashamed or embarrassed about saying "actor"... I then started saying that I didn't know. Eventually that "I don't know" became self-sabotage with everything I did, even relationships... because, there would always be someone better... or there was only a one in a million shot I would succeed... why take the risk?
But like all abusive relationships, we need to fight to stay away from them. We need to know that we are in control of our lives, and our self worth does not depend on the kiss of another.
Sitting in the woods one day, crying, hungry, homeless and alone. I realized that my name no longer belonged to me. I was no longer the person everyone knew.
I've been homeless, so here's my reaction to this "helping the homeless" video
Many years ago, this blog was my little creative baby. It was a booming blossoming passion project that I absolutely fucking loved. But then, something happened. My sister died. Not the first death I had encountered ... but finally the one that broke me. I moved on to a more spiritual calming life, but slowly [...]
So, I just popped over to the store to get myself some pizza pockets (can you tell I'm single?), and on the way home, whilst staring eagerly at my new little friends that I knew would be in my tummy in 20-25 minutes in a conventional oven; I saw him. There he was with his [...]